Lima, March 13, 2010. Dear you,
This week has been rare. In fact, you've been the one that has been quite rare (even your facebook friends have noticed!). And is that so far this week you have not been you, you have been ... how to say so you will not hurt ... a mixture of emotional depression and menopausal aunt with 4 multiple personalities ... Oh, do not believe me? Let me make you an account of the existential conceit that I have had to endure this week:
1. I understand that you have moved the story of "Precious", but to walk meditatively that you raised the social consciousness of children exploited in the world is another thing. I mean, hello! live in Peru where a Chibolo is kidnapped, raped, strangled and burned up every day. Not to mention those that are rented per hour to beg in the streets. If you do something, begins at home, okay?.
2. Already well biggie for you to continue to give fear being alone at home. I mean, if you had 10 years I understand you, but sleep with the light on at 32! Bring out the macho I hope you inside and let the bullshit ... and by the way remember when you lived alone and ate the world, were someone!
3. That lloradita "hurts a lot to be writer "was too much. If you have not written anything mommy! acknowledge that you have ideas and may even say that potential, but easier said than done ... It's good that you took courses, I want to submit to competitions and even have a blog , but he writes!
4. Another thing, I'm fed up with that you get stuck with the theme of motherhood, this "terrifies me to think that something will happen to my son, I die, so better I have no children to avoid pain is just an excuse of panic you have of being a bad mother. Let's see, quiet, no one is born with a parent manual, yours did not do anything wrong and you're not the exception. But step by step, first things first ... you me understand.
5. Go to the wake of the foot that you never knew was something else that affected you a lot. Your emotions were already tripled the surface and only think about your aunt and your grandparents that you do not see ... you even made the promise to see more of those who want to, but I lasted one day! If your parents do not call you and force you to spend the weekend with them, you either case, to say nothing of several outstanding post with your sister ... Remember that not just love them both, but must be demonstrated.
6. On your chamba. Again with that morale is low, you spread, the pace is slow, which are 6 years ... bone, when here it does so defeated so pessimistic? As you say your legs, everything is cyclical and will soon return to be riding on the motivation and time is a luxury!, What more do you want? What would you like to live in your art? pucha dear, me too, but you make up your mind already but will train.
Am I? I know I put the excuse that the dozens of pills you are prescribed for tonsillitis your scene grew emotional or wine you rule with the usual hormonal revolution, but this is not new, I am hearing the same for quite a while and it is time to change the switch. There are many who have survived more than an existential question, believe me. Look around and see several "precious" that have endured the death of a son, husband's infidelity, cancer, divorce, domestic violence, being a father and mother, infertility, being an artist in Peru, etc.
In summary, cry all you need to mourn today that tomorrow is another day. Rest on Sunday and next Monday is not a blue moon, but the beginning of a change, a big change ... be a woman.
Love,
I
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